I feel alone

Do you ever feel so depressed that no one understands you or the whole world has just abandoned you? But I dont want to feel sorry for myself. I know this feeling will pass and before I know it I will be back to my old self.

I think I'm just scared for what the future holds. I feel like my future depends on these next couple of years and if I screw them up I will screw up my whole life.

I just want for people to understand me and I dont want people to still think i'm that quiet, shy girl they once new. I have grown up and i wish people could see that.

My dream would be to be accepted to Illinois State University and study Music Therapy. I really love music and expressing myself and I want to help people through music. Basically I want to help people get throught their problems.

I'm excited for Junior year to start, see my old friends. I just hope everyone hasnt changed too much.